dreams come true?? (TAHYUL)

This story reveals the secret behind ...

dududu-i-hope-dat-will-be-come-true-for dan whos-da-wtcm-waaaaaaa-im-drowned-in.

I dreamt a strange scene.
It was at night and I was chased around by a "scary" old man.
He was scary cuz I dont know him.
He followed me wherever I run.
waved his hand and shouted out loud from the distance.
I cudnt get any of his words.
To me, he seemed angry and shuddery..

I run to my house, took Susan and Teteh,
escaped from that scary old man.
While escaping, we took a cab.
We chose hidden route on the hills and forest.
But he cud track us down.

In a crucial moment,
our driver cudnt stand it anymore and fall himself out of da car,,
Uh oh... none of us able to drive a car.
Susan and Teteh screamed.. we were on panick.
I tried to control the car..
but i was not used to it..
so it was sluggish and the scary old man got closer and closer..
he kept shouting and waving his hand on us...
when he almost got us..

fortunately, I begun used to the car,
got a grip, and we were back to the action.
I didnt know what he wanted from us.
we are good gals u know..
we dont deal with dark side of world!

Finally,
at the morning on the next day, we reached our parents house.
We went out of the car and run fast calling my dad.
But it was just not stopping dat man! Darn it!

He came to us..
and surprisingly, he had quite good conversation with my dad.
He said he havent told me yet about some matters cuz i kept running away from him.

And guess what..
da matter was about marriage proposing..
but I didnt have any intention to marry dat man..
enough with da nitemare he gave us all nite long.

But he repplied,
the proposal wasnt for him, it was for his little bruder.
Of course I didnt approve it too..
cuz I didnt know his bruder.
But my dad seemed so supportive for him. dunno why..

Finally we had agreement.
I will decide after seeing his little bruder who would come in few days cuz he was somewhere faraway.


There da little bru came..
with a group of relatives, including da scary old man, of course!
And still, I didnt know him..
but he's quite OK...cool
humm.. and t*** .... and w**** and c****....
Even I didnt know him..
but I just got impression dat he was an VLSI'er.

Then I woke Up!!

And yeah...
though da impression of my dream,,
he was no way VLSI'er.
Cuz I know no one like da one in da dream there...

Hahaha,dream...dream...dream
End of Story

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Today Facts:
- my husband is an unknown and he is VLSI'er. Yeah right, Mr. Impossible
- he is w****, but not really t***.. but maybe we can call him t***, t***er than me though (do i force myself too hard??). c****??? yeah, sometimes. especially when I do his hair.
- He has muuuuuuuuch older brother(s)...

cewe..

cewe emang sumber fitnah yang berat bagi cowo..
Ada yang dah menjaga bertahun-tahun supaya ga dapat fitnah ini..
tapi begitu ada kesempatan..
langsung jatuuuuuuuuuuuuh ke lubang hina!

Ternyata yang dilakukan Nabi Yusuf, tidak semudah yang dibayangkan..
Subhanallah..

Mencintai Karena Allah

Materi bebas dari my beloved sisters in group mengenai tanda-tanda mencintai karena Allah.

1. Tidak menuntut berubah cepat/pesat, sabar, mau menerima keterbatasannya sehingga mau saling membantu untuk berubah.

2. Mau memaafkan saat dia melakukan kesalahan. Saat kita masih bisa dan mau meminta maaf dan memaafkan, di sanalah ada cinta.

3. Memberi support atau dukungan. Merasa bermanfaat dan berarti.

4. Diakui potensi dan pemikirannya, dipercaya dan tidak posesif.

5. Cinta itu berkorban. Pengorbanan itu harus dilakukan hanya karena Allah dan dengan cara yang benar.

6. Bertanggung jawab

7. Cinta dan semangat hidup yang tidak pernah padam

Devotion..

Devotion
waiting for me
you'll always be my friend
I too am waiting for you
I'll always be your friend

I commend your stubborness
Without it we'd never got this far

minta maaf..

teman gw pernah nulis, "enak ya kalo jadi orang yang ngerti agama. kalo bikin salah tinggal minta maap dan orang yang dimintai maap musti ngasi maap..". [karena tulisan, nada baca sesuai si pembaca, bisa dengan intonasi tenang, sarkastik, marah, etc]

ga persis gitu siy bunyi nya, tapi isinya kira-kira begitu.

tapi..
ternyata...
ga semua orang tau cara meminta maap.
ga semua orang mau mengakui kesalahannya.

Ya.. enaknya kan nyalahin orang.
orang yang disalahin juga dipilih2.

Klo urusan pujaan hati..
sistem saling menegur keknya langsung menyimpang!

klo ada perbuatan pujaannya yang salah dalam nilai dia, maka dia akan nyari2 pembenaran atau nyalahin orang di sekitar pujaannya itu. apakah dengan tuduhan mempengaruhi, mengajak, etc.

itu tidak sehat...

ada lagi kalimat: okelah, aq minta maap kalo emang itu bikin kamu tersinggung.

Haha
itu mah bukan minta maap,,, tapi berusaha menjadikan orang yang tersinggung itu sebagai orang yang salah dengan membuat seolah2 hal yang membuat dia tersinggung itu adalah hal yang sepele.
Terlepas dari apakah itu bener2 sepele..
klo emang mau minta maap, maka minta maaplah karena perbuatan kita yang kita tau telah membuat sodara kita itu menjadi sedih atau terluka.
Sehingga prosesi itu ga jadi persoalan baru yang harus dibereskan lagi...

Dan maap yang tulus itu akan terasa sejalan waktu..
menuntun pada perubahan yang lebih baik..

Liburan..

time to prepare..
to fall in love for the 1st time... ^_^`
to the only ALi of my life.. [i hope..]

Someday I'll know..
How love can move a mountain..

p.s:
- gw minta maap ke semua teman-teman yang pernah gw sakiti and thx for ur supports, guys!

huru hara besar

"Astaghfirullah, O my Allah...!!"
lalu terhenyak, lemas, nangis...

ne yaptim... what did i do.....

yah, benar, C...
memang tidak ada kebetulan di dunia ini.. fuzzy
tapi tetep aja... I wish time will heal....

Hiburan,
mungkin yang dianggap "kacau" oleh manusia adalah yang terbaik dan solusi dari Allah..


ozur dilerim, tatlim

ke klinik gigi..

Finally..
after postponing for 5 years!

but u know,, i feel one is getting worse..pain!!
no pain before i got it treated.

btw, kata dokter di klinik, gigi sebaiknya dipertahankan sebisa mungkin.
Jika emang harus dicabut, segera pasang gigi palsu.
Karena jika tidak, maka ada space kosong yang menyebabkan gigi pasangannya [di atas atau di bawahnya] memanjang dan gigi-gigi di sebelahnya menciut [??]. Akhirnya itu akan menyebabkan gigi tersebut lebih rentan lepas.

klo gigi geraham bungsu, ga pa pa dicabut..
begitu...

inert...

sejalan dengan hukum inersia..

Kadang tantangan terbesar itu saat memulai..
berlaku untuk hal positif dan negatif
once u start...
whew.. menghentikan diri sendiri juga jadi susah..

Seperti projek kuliah yang ditunda2,,
padahal saat mengerjakan jadi keasyikan sendiri

this time around

please stop askin' me hang out this time around..

kinda freak me out..
afraid it will hurt ya somehow..

lets wait until next week ^_^`
i'll carefree then

wasiat my sis

I got em, great advices from ma sis last nite.
i have this kind of feeling dat she read em somewhere, but thx anyway

they are hard to do..
but sure i'll train myself to do em... cuz i believe on em all, somehow ^_^`


to be continued...

Diamante, seni seviyorum, canym...
but still..

Saat itu Loe orang paling PAYAH di dunia!!!

But, i'm so happy tho... like flying...

jjjjj...

I will go there-bingo
I will find out
I will discover-bingo
What the fuss is about
...

sigh!

so sorry..
had no idea about ur story..
(how can anyone will know tho..)
Until this time, when a kardes is speaking out about the kardes's own sorrow..
with kinda similar case..
it makes me more realize somehow about da pain..

All is for da better us inshaAllah.
la hawla wa la quwwatta illa billah

^_^

move on

it's supposed to be the right time to move on..
but somebody is holding my tail tight...
huh,,,
may be i sud cut da tail off!

YoOOOooWW!!!!

in my life..

There are places I remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain

All these places had their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all ...

-- beatles--

Ampunan Allah

Dari DM jam 6:43 am:

betapa pentingnya ampunan allah..

pada yaumil akhir kelak manusia akan diperlihatkan ttg segala amalannya,
tak ada satu amal pun yang terlewat,
dari yang paling kecil hingga yang palingbesar.
pada saat itu seluruh manusia tidak ada yang merasa akan masuk surga melihat dosa-dosa mereka, termasuk orang-orang mu'min.
akan tetapi dengan rahmatNya Allah membisikkan berita gembirapada orang-orang mu'min, bahwa dosa mereka akan dihapuskan.
pada saat itu bergembiralah orang-orangmu;min karena mereka akan masuk surga.

hikmahnya adalah:
ternyata, para calon penghuni surga pun punya dosa dan mereka akan gagal masuk surga jika mereka tidak mendapat ampunan allah.
sebuah amalan yang terberat pun, jihad fi sabilillaah, balasannya adalah ampunan Allah.
seperti di dalam surat ash shaf: sebelum disebutkan jannah, disebutkan pengampunan dosa terlebih dahulu.
artinya, seseorangyang telah berkorban jiwa raga harta untuk islam pun tidak terlepas dari dosa.
alangkah sombong jika kita tidak mengharapkan ampunan dari Allah.

Maha suci Allah yang maha pengasih.
Allah telah menciptakan mesin-mesin ampunan bagi manusia yang dhaif ini.
setiap pekannya Allah menyediakan jumat, dan setiap tahunnya Allah menyediakan Ramadhan sebagai mesin pengampunan super.
oleh karena itu Ramadhan kali ini mari kita tekadkan menjadi bulan pengampuan bagi kita. barang siapa melaksanakan shaum dan menghidupkan malam ramadhan dengan qiyam karena iman dan ihtisab akan diampuni dosa-dosanya..

ps: Thx for da advice, sis!

Why=doushite [???]

why why why
the hot question these days
im dying in curiousity... (exaggerated ^_^`)

i dreamt about the calculation last nite..
unfortunately, i woke up before it's done!

SEmANGat!!!!!!

WUAaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

duh,,,

terancam IQ jongkok......

^_^~

I was so sad to know dat my bruder's buddy had passed away 2 days ago..
He was treated in ICU for few days cuz of stomach ache...

i didnt know him, never met him indeed, but as my bruder considered him as his own bruder,,
leading me to this friendly feeling..

Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rojiun

death will come on time,, no doubt
it's up to us to live high quality life or not..